Tuesday, December 13, 2011

HELLO

It's not even 12 noon yet but already I'm kind of convinced that today's not the day for me. Sigh. Woke up with reeeeally terrible eye bags, a horrible stomachache (I'm having diarrhoea I just laosai-ed!!!!!!!) and I feel as though my period is coming. Pfffffft I hate this I want to extract my uterus sdkfasgfjkafgssd!!!!! It sucks even more that now it's actually becoming quite regular?! I used to have my period like once every 2 to 3 months (there was once I didn't have it for like 5 months or smth) but now it's like every month wtf is up with my uterus man?!?!?!! I DON'T LIKE THIS. And yah I know it's damn unhealthy to not have regular period and I'm actually healthier now blah blah whatever lah. If this is considered healthy then BEING HEALTHY SUCKS. PUI!!!

And now my stomach is growling but I can't eat cuz I've already eaten earlier this morning at like 6:30AM!!! Hahahaha oh which reminds me. I woke up just now at 6:15, bathed and ate breakfast then decided to skip Radio tutorial and go back to sleep LOLOLOL. Oh and the best part is I couldn't fall back asleep til like 8AM or smth -_________-

Oh yah and I wanna dye my hair like this:


IT WOULD BE SO COOL. Especially now that I'm growing out my undercut (SHOULD I?????? I'M NOT REALLY SURE IF I SHOULD BUT I'M GETTING QUITE SICK OF IT) I would have more hair to dye LOL omg I'm so hungry ANYWAY I won't be cutting my hair I just wanna dye it like that!!! Like a longer version. But would it be weird...since my hair is brown now?! Or should I do like an ombre hair thing??!!?!! OMGGGG SO STRESSED. Need to dye it before Christmas/NYE though I'm so sick of my hair colour!!!!!! Zuhhhhhh.

WALAO REALLY DAMN HUNGRY. Ooooh last night I baked cookies!!! Cornflakes and cranberries cookies hehehehe damn proud of myself cuz it's like the ultimate crunchy cookie HEHEHEHEHE. Plus this is the first time I modified a recipe!!!! Like mad ok they said add like 1 1/2 cup of sugar and 3/4 cup of brown sugar but I added only 3/4 cup of sugar foooowoahhhhh I was damn worried that it would come out tasting like shit but it didn't so yay!!!!!! ^________^ Nom nom nom gonna eat it later hehehehehe.

Fuck I need to go get ready for school soon. PR lecture at 2...no idea why I even bother attending though PR lectures are so boring and pointless. -______- But whatever. Role model student. ^___^ Oh yah and I woke up earlier by an hour with the intention of starting on Web D but here I am!!!!!!!!! KNNNNNNNNNN. Shall start tmr I guess.

OH YAH AND I COMPLETED 5KM YESTERDAY. But I kind of died after that LOL and my legs are aching like mad wtfffffff I am fucking unfit. Sigh. I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT LAH NB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K moving on. Went out with Rachel last week!!!







CAN YOU TELL THAT MY EYES ARE RED?!?!?!!!! My eyes were fucking red last week!!!! Like damn irritated I couldn't even wear contacts so I was partially blind every other day FUCK MY LIFE. I found out the reason already though!!!! It's cuz my eyes are damn dry and the lenses just make it worse -_______- Fuck I wanna change lenses!!!! I'm currently using like Freshkon I think. And I wanna change but idk what to change to!!! I heard Freshlook had some problems right?! And how about Geo lenses???? I wanna try Geo lenses but idk where to buy it from and I don't dare to buy from blogshops or smth cuz I'm scared they'll give me fake lenses and I'll go blind then I WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE ANYMORE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. ):

By the way that was like one of the rare times I wear a sleeveless top hahahahaha I always feel damn self-conscious when I wear sleeveless tops/dresses cuz I'll feel fucking fat like a whale ): Another reason why I need to lose weight!!!!!!! Pshk.

Oh and I've got photos of my eyes LOL the first picture was taken during art class weeks ago and the second one was taken last week.





STUPID EYES!!!!!!! HATE MY EYES I NEED BRAND NEW EYES HAHAHAHA NEED PARAMORE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA k lame.


Played around with eyeshadows before heading out to meet my broooos at Stacked last Saturday. Very proud of myself (yet again LOL I'm actually quite humble ok) cuz for the first time I actually didn't look like I just got into a bar fight with someone twice my size. FUCK YES. Yah yah yah my makeup skills suck lah. I only put eyeliner, false lashes/mascara, blusher, concealer (for my dark circles) anyway. Eyeshadows are like...too advanced for me fml. But I think I turned out looking ok right (I camwhored before leaving LOLOLOL)?!?!?!?!!







Why do I look as though I was about to cry...zuhhhhhh. Maybe it's cuz my eyes were hurting really bad. Haiya whatever lah!!! Ok the eyeshadows don't even look obvious enough right walaoweh siannnnnn k nvm k BYE BYE need to go get ready for school now zoooooooooooooom!!!!!!!